 THE GREAT FALL
oh wonderous one,,, oh my wonderous one that stands forever in a day with his hands so well placed they touch the hearts of men they do....Oh wonderous one i say with my knees buckled to this earthly ground and my hands touching the ground beneath thy self... i say with my face placed downward holding the tears of pain i say... "WHY" why is it so like this to be??? for ever in a day i tried to just "be" my wonderous one i did... i so did... The pain i held the sorrow of all time that i felt i just tried to be.... To be my all, i tried and not with a touch of wanting to be,,, just being i was.... why i say..? now with a single tear dropping from thy corner of my eye i say why.....? For the tears have not ever fallen within such a single tear with all my pain embraced within this single tear, for i have not shed a tear of this magnitude b4 i have not,,, oh that bitter yet sweet single tear from all my pain now runs.... it runs my wonderous one where to i do not know,, yet it runs... oh it runs as the sun beams its golden rays and reflects "THE" upon the magnitude of this tear, it with its heavenly light allows me to see within this single tear that runs b4 my eyes,, yes its rays allow the nakedness of my now eyes to look deep and into this tear of all my pain it does... And with what i see i must say, i see all the days of time that i have walked this earth, i see within this single tear i do... and with what i see i cannot hold to bear to see what it is i see.... for the pain is so far and great it throws my wide opened eyes well shut it does.... yet then i see that this is no escape as i shut thy eyes, i then see the tear of pain all through out and within my world of all that i am.... And with such a "SIGHT" i stand... oh yes i stand as i see such a sight that lays within me and with that sight i see as i stand, my wings of life thrust out with such "power" that all that which is within comes still..!!!! yes the whirling forces within me my love stand still as i stand, as that which i know my self to be... oh yes all stands still as my eyes are well fixed within the centre of thy radient sun all stands still..... and then with all so still i reach with my hands over my head and behind my back i grasp that oh mighty sword which resides within my utmost silent place~yes i grasp the sword of my all i do.... and with that now well fixed within my hands, i draw it so ever so slowly i do, and towards the sun i place this sword,, yes right in the middle of this oh glorius one i place the tip of thy sword and i say with the utmost part of my self "all i did was just to be" and not to be for me yet for just being...... i was just trying to be.... With that poise of stillness that was in place as time stood still with my eyes and sword well fixed with those words transcending forth to the light of day i just stood.... and only then i could stand no more,, another great fall was to take place.... oh how many of these falls could i take i wondered in that moment? as i saw the great fall take course,,,, with now my eyes rolling back and within the pain i knew i knew that it was going to be a great fall in time once again..................... Yet this fall was like no other i had fallen b4... it yet was a fall for another this great fall was..... And with that i saw the pain yet not only of my own yet of another i saw... now the first break of my knees took place as the great fall took place and as it took its course i knew not of what was to fall,,,, Oh wonderous one i screamed out without a single word "WHY"!!!!!!!! And then the deepest pain of this fall took place as i fell, and the roaring aspect of this pain released into the light of day and into the ethers of time and space it entered. And with that roar that shone forth it was heard it was,, as an echoing of vibratory like sound it was heard, and for every piece of pain within its roar it evoked the angels of time to cometh forth~as they just are of that which i so want to just be.... and with there hearts sound forth they came oh life of mine they came to this sound of pain they did,,.,. And the fall was still on its way it was as I saw this heavenly life coming forth i fell,,,,, And as i saw the angels of life, my love held this pain that was now streaming forth they held this pain with such nurture they did,,, and all its essence b4 my eyes turned to the most golden diamond like stars they did,,, oh my wonderous one had sent forth that self and within that self it turned the pain of self into life~beheld once again..... i now saw the fall descending forth to thy ground below and with my sword held firm as i fell i placed it with the utmost part of my self, the sword into the ground of time i did,,, the power of the great fall it did, it thrust the sword deep and into the body of the earth it went,,, it cut deep and afar through out all the worlds known to the earth it fell deep it did,,, as deep and as far as to the centre of the molten heart of the earth the sword was placed........ oh thy fall of greatness.... i was faced down and on thy knees once again i was.... with the utmost last breath of my self as it was drawing out of my body of time i felt,,, yes oh i felt yet another tear being transformed from pain to and within that place of the heart.... Oh my heavenly angels above me at this time were in auric poise they were with there wings outstretched they stood within the sky high they did.... yet i could not see them i knew they were there... and with my eyes well shut not wanting to see the ground no more which lay ahead of me the tear grew and grew it did...... it grew with such freedom within its right it was time to release this tear which was not mine yet it was for another...... for now the wonderous one spoke as i had just realized the tear of pain of another and now the tear of love of another the wonderous one spaketh...... For now my little one he spaketh and said for thy little one u r now just "being" and with those words my love my life, with those words my eyes wide opened within the day of life and the tear of the "other" the tear of love rolled out within a heavenly release it did,,,,, it fell and danced its way out from my heart and through out the sound of thy body it started to flow this tear of love it did........ And as all of this released into the world b4 me it fell onto the petals of this most petalled twin like flower it did........the flower of two which was one it fell and with that fall of loving glory it bought to life a grand site of indescribable color and life,,. oh its life radiated through out this great fall of time and the sword of thyne released it self from thy ground below, and with its release it drew the purest diamonds of thy mineral world below it did.... the fall now was in a prayer like poise as i stayed within its "ALL" i just stayed to be for a moment in time i remained,,, and looked forth to the east where the great sun stood firm and said "oh wonderous one i now see what its like to just be",,, and with that the great call went forth and within its sound of the most high it now said " LET THE JOURNEY BEGIN>>> YET NOT FOR THY SELF YET FOR ANOTHER"
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